I had this really amazing epiphany yesterday about the be, do , have paradigm and well to make a long story simple it all boiled down to the good old Beatles song. Let it Be. I finally relized so much of my struggle is self imposed. The “let,” part implys something is already there. I am either pushing it away or blocking the it from being! I know this is true. I think maybe the reason is I am not sure what the IT part is, so yeah there is a trust issue…Fear is such a stifler in life.
Writing is a perfect example of let fear rue the day. OC revision, you know the kind you nit-pick each page to death for months on end then berate yourself when someone else came up with a similar idea. You know there may really be such a thing as polishing the shine right of the page. I must practice the fine art of “Let It Be!”