Today is pull out all stops and focus day. focus on outcomes not the work and the work will take care of itself. I’ve just gone back over several ideas and I’ve noticed a pattern. I have a strong feeling that the pattern is important some how like I need to ananlyze it a bit more. I still don’t have that ah ha feeling about te novel. It sort of feels close but just out of reach yet. I did the ferment thing the remove thing so today I am going to do some other work and see if it doesn’t pull together on its own somehow.
One thing that does keep cropping up in my head is that it lacks truth. I need to root out my characters soul and lay it out there. He needs to relax and just be himself. After all kids can smell a phony a mile away.