The waiting room


I use to think I had a control issue. Truth is I am a producer. Here’s why. I wake up with an ideal day in mind, things I’ll get done, improve, or clean then life jumps in front of it with someone else’s ideal day. It can be the mention of a holiday plan, party, evening out doesn’t matter once its put on my radar, it takes the place of my original plans. Suddenly all my productive focus turns towards seeing to it. Whatever “it” may be. Shopping, fixing, cooking, helping make the “it” happen is very satisfying.

Yet I secretly believe I have this room in my head filled with those days I woulda done my thing, just waiting for me to open the door. My only hope is that when I finally turn the knob things march out single file and not in one huge heap.

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About roundtuit

I live in a bedroom town outside of Madison Wi when I say bedroom I don't mean sleep though we are booming. I raised eight kids, one overly dramatic weiner-dog two lop eared rabbits and a few irritating goldfish along the way. I've been married to my husband Mark for over thirty one years View all posts by roundtuit

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